Robin's Nest :)

Fathers Day.

Thanks, Daddy :) For everything you have done for me, and sacrificed for me as well. Thank you for all the small things that i will never forget. oh & Thanks for putting up with allllll my bullshit :)

        I will always thank my parents for valuing education as much as they did/do. I am so very very lucky. I hope to pass this on to my children… I hope to even be half as smart as my mom was and dad is.

Here is my fathers blog about Geology, if you are interested.

http://soliussymbiosus.wordpress.com/

He has studied Geology for roughly 30 years. While studying Geology he also is very highly educated in the civil war, ww1 & ww2, astronomy, and multiple other branches of Science. I am beyond proud of him <3

Sweet Dreams.

Robin

Another sleepless Night, but at least i have clean laundry.

Just another night. I’ve been in my room for about 3 hours now trying to relax and go to sleep but it’s not really working. So i decided to come up and write something.

       Tonight i wont have my traditional peaches and cottage cheese because my kitchen is like the ghost town of the Carroll residence. Lately im on a mission to better things about myself that i don’t like. One thing i really don’t like is how i rethink things over and over and over in my head. I seriously rethink every word the smallest situations. i hate how every thing i do remains on replay in my head, for a decent amount of time. So for now on out im really going to be trying to convence myself that what i said doesn’t matter. I really want to start taking my own advice and just get over the past… i guess this is a step towards it. A lot of things are easier said then done.

      I think i might be able to sleep now…. im going to at least try.

      Robin.

Wanting to kill yourself, and wanting to die are two different things.

(via cameronthunder)